I fell off the bloggy planet a few months ago. I got depressed, and then I got busy with other aspects of my amazing life- like television. I stopped writing my blog and, this is bad, I stopped reading them. (Gasp! Who admits that??!)
Why do I bother telling you this? Just in case you were wondering what happened. It's my "thing". I just randomly stop communicating. My mind tells me I've had enough and it takes a break. Unfortunately, it's not a week long vacation that my brain needs, but usually a much longer sabbatical. I could probably work on that.
Speaking of working on things, I'm working on my relationships with my kids. Bean and I are working with a therapist to come up with solutions together, as well as for him to work on individual skills. I think I could benefit from some of that "individual skills" work myself, to be honest. As I get older I recognize the things that I keep. on. doing. Despite my desire to be a better person I fall into the trap of bad coping behavior. Like yelling. Or when I stop communicating altogether. :)
So if I were making a mid-year resolution, which I am definitely NOT doing, because that's crap, I would resolve to not hide when I feel overwhelmed. Or, at the very least, keep it to week.
See you soon. Like, in a month? Ha ha.
